Thought.

I’m in a thought,
I forgot,
What do I do now?
I’m stressed,
I’m obsessed,
How do I clear,
My mind right now,
I want to divert,
I have a question,
What am I really thinking of?
Is that any important,
It skipped in second,
How should I recall it,
Right now,
Is it occasional, professional,
It made me emotional,
What can I do right now,
Am I that foolish,
Thought suddenly abolished,
Now I’m laughing in confusion,
Trying to remember illusion,
And falling into new tension.

-Prasanna Pala

Go away.

It’s so hard for me,
To see you moving away,
Your eyes are filled with tears,
When you’re walking in your way,
When you are fighting with me,
I have words to argue,
I still kept me silent,
I don’t wanna hurt you,
But you left me,
You wanted to do it from before,
I can’t stop you painfully,
I can’t hold you forcefully,
I’m sitting alone,
Calling for silence,
I’m going insane,
Without your presence,
Just go in your way,
Don’t turn back,
When you never trust me,
Don’t call your feeling love.

-Prasanna Pala

Sweet truth behind harsh heart.

I feel so happy now,
By knowing the sweet truth,
Hiding behind your harsh heart,
For many years…
Hiding your face in lie,
You made my feelings die,
Now you showed me the truth,
I don’t know what happened,
I was angry all the time,
You made me feel difficult,
Now how do I react?
You been missing me all the years,
I been missing you by tears,
I filled myself with tears,
Now I’m confused totally.

-Prasanna Pala

Love me in my dreams.

Nobody can hear,
Nobody can see,
Love me in my dream,
Like you did before,
Nobody can come,
Nobody can talk,
You are the only one,
Always in my dream,
You can love me,
As you like,
You can talk to me,
All the night,
Look into my eyes,
Let’s forget all the world,
I’m in love with you,
You are in love with me,
It’s not in reality,
I’m happy with my dream,
Love me in my dream,
Like you did before,
Talk to me all the night,
Like you did before,
Nobody can know,
Even you can’t know,
How I feel everyday,
About you and me,
Love me in my dreams,
Until my last breath,
I’m expecting your smile,
In my real life.

-Prasanna Pala

Fear of tomorrow

Holding tons of fear,
Pretending to smile now,
I know it’s a bad day tomorrow I’m scared a lot,
Our days are always calculated by past actions,
I always try to run away because of fear,
Even I faced more in the past,
The bigger the harder,
Still, I’m scared,
A small or big doesn’t matter,
Wanna run away and hide,
Unstable heart with its thoughts,
Drag me to step back, make me cry more,
Unable to accept the things of tomorrow,
Praying for today to not get completed fast,
Finding a way to escape,
Finding a reason to get an excuse,
Running away from the truth,
Hiding behind a fake world,
I know I need to face every problem,
And take the punishment for my every mistake,
But still, I’m breaking down to low,
Before knowing what happens tomorrow,
It’s so painful to be like this,
Okay!!
It’s a bad day tomorrow,
Then why I’m crying today,
I tried to focus on something else,
But if that thing makes me laugh,
Then I’m more scared that I’ll cry tomorrow,
I can’t handle anything today,
Wish I could run,
Escape,
Get excuse,
Disappear,
and try not to face it,
When time is ticking,
My heart beating faster,
This fear fill my eyes with tears,
Life looks so burden,
Fear is a cause of all my depression and pain,
Tensed confused,
Want to change,
But something dragging me back is me,
I have to change first,
What’s wrong if it’s a bad day,
I can even smile on that day,
I don’t want to run,
Yes, If I’m wrong I will get scolded tomorrow,
Yeah, a mistake will punish me,
Just to teach me not to do it again,
But why should I die with fear today?
I want to smile, laugh more and more,
Thinking about tomorrow I’m wasting today,
I’m losing the happy moments of today,
I don’t want to run away tomorrow.

-Prasanna Pala

Silent nights..

Nights are so silent,
Nobody can hear,
In and out are dark,
Nobody can see me,
I know me crying,
All is me alone,
Where should I go now,
I can’t see anything out,
Who should I say now,
When nobody can hear,
What is in my heart,
It’s filled with darkness… Oh,
What is in my mind,
It’s filled with sadness…
Only…
Do I need someone,
To share all my pain,
Do I need someone,
To make me smile again?

-Prasanna Pala

Dearest.

It’s a love rain,
In my heart,
I’m insane,
Out in world,
You are like a,
Meteorite now,
I’m praying,
For your love,
I feel so,
Perfect with you,
You are my only,
Hidden true,
You always smile,
Brighter than ever,
I need your love,
Forever.

-Prasanna Pala

Hey boy..

Decorate your heart door,
With stars from the galaxy,
I wanna come in,
To live in your fantasy,
Who can make me laugh like this,
You bought me a smile,
Who can do a life magic?
You changed all my heart,
Every day I’m in the dark,
You bought me colors,
Every day I feel sad,
You made me happy,
Oh, my handsome boy,
Let’s together fly high,
Listen to me lovely guy,
Your glance makes me shy.

-Prasanna Pala

I found you..

Charming,
Believer,
I found you today,
I don’t know,
The reason,
Why I’m thinking of you,
I’m finding a question,
To talk to you more and more,
I’m waiting for you,
To feel the same,
I don’t know,
I still don’t know,
Why I’m tensed to say you something,
Your voice,
Your smile,
Wondering me now,
Is this gonna love?
What’s all in my mind,
Just one last word,
I wanna hangout in your world.

-Prasanna Pala

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