On exam day, The busy things, works that happened. The stress feeling and everything. My way of writing answers. My mistakes and motto. Foolish and also funny things.
I won’t cry anymore unnecessarily. I’ve learned a lot from my experiences. Many problems surrounding me don’t mean I failed. Every situation in my life makes me strong. Even though I’m right, I may get insulted. I feel no one is ready to accept my answer. Life is like a puzzle to solve and move on.
From my schooling, without my mistakes, I’m insulted in front of many. My haters created a lot of rumors around me. No one in the school spoke to me for week. I’m alone everywhere. Everyone talks about me and laughs behind me. Still, I’ve cried every night but never in front of any. Days passed few people came to me and started talking to me. Because they came to know those are all fake created by an idiot who hates me because I rejected his proposal.
The next one also happened in the school. I don’t know why my professor scolds me for everything. I still remember the day our professor started scolding me in front of the whole class that I’m not studying. He shouted at me that I scored less. While distributing answer sheets, he gave me some other answer sheet and said, “see your marks”. I replied, “this is not my paper!” He just smiled and gave me my answer sheet and, I scored 9 out of 10. Some other girl got 6 out of 10 and, I got scolding’s for 15 minutes unnecessarily. And after knowing the truth, he told her, “no problem, try better next time” Now, what’s this to me. Why this happened to me. Next time he scolded me that I wrote answers in my way instead of writing as given in the book. I don’t know how to write the exact from the book. I write answers in simple sentences. Even though some others score 60 and I score 75, he still scolds me that I’m an underachieving student.
I went to my mom and said these things happen to me in my school. I want to change school. I don’t want to go there anymore. My mom said, ” cry if you made any mistake. Go away if you are afraid.” After that, I studied in the same school. I cried many days because of these situations but not in front of them. After few days, I learned not to waste my tears. Staying alone gives you more strength than being in a group. So I made my tears invisible. I still stood up there and studied well for my career. No matter what I don’t want to cry for some other mistakes and foolish rumors.
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